I'm beyond humilated. I feel so vulnerable and lame.
Wow. And I'm so angry, livid, really. But then I feel guilty for being angry.
But then I hate you anyway.
And I hate myself.
And because I'm not exactly sure what I'm feeling, I feel numb and unraveled.
I don't know if I should be angry or sad, I just feel like hating everything.
Right now I'm okay. I won't be in awhile again. I'll have my ups and downs (as we all do), but I'd really rather forget about you completely. I'd love if you passed by and I didn't recognize your miserable face.
I wonder if I forgot about you and met you again if I'd fall for you all over again too.
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