say false things to save myself embarrassment.
I read some things on in this blog like, "get as sick of hearing about him as I am".
I actually never get sick of it. I love thinking of you. Wow. Judge me. It happens.
But it's just that...you're really that wonderful of a person.
I don't think you really get that. Kinda upsets me that you don't.
And half the time I sit back and wonder why I'm so involved in how you feel, and if you're happy. But it really does mean something to me to know you're smiling.
Is that wrong?
Anyway, I guess I try to act indifferent because it's embarrassing to show how much I care.
It probably wouldn't be if I didn't fear your reaction.
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