baby countdown...in fruit :}

Before you take another step forward...

Breathe. Breathe and digest all the feelings piling on top of you, Kaity.

It is going to be okay- despite how things turn out.

Keep your cool, it's easy right now to run away with your emotions. Run-away train. A really emotional run-away train.

Be careful. Be conscientious. Be thoughtful. Be calm.

You're able to tell everyone else that it is going to be alright- you have to remember to tell yourself the same.

Breathe and digest. Take the time to quiet your mind.

Life Change

Suddenly my life has become split between a time when I was pregnant and a time when I wasn't; a time when people knew me not pregnant- people who've known me forever and know I'm pregnant. It's completely surreal to think of when I used to imagine when I'd have kids and now realizing I'm on the brink of being a mother. It's new and not the way I expected it to feel. Knowing I'll give birth to a little person- unique and new, and completely mine- it's exhilarating and I'm not entirely sure why.

I haven't blogged in forever, but I really think the next nine months I'll have so so much to write about. Also, someday my baby can read all my thoughts while pregnant with him/her. It's going to be such an adventure. I will cry and probably produce gray hair...or lose it all together, I'll worry and stress more than I ever have, but this tiny, fascinating being is going to be the light of my life. I have no doubt that it will be completely worth it. Thank you, thank you. I'm saying thank you. For what? I really don't know :}